What scares me the most? Probably the fanged terror. It can leap! It has giant fangs!
While a carnivorous bunny may be frightening, it isn't actually the thing that scares me the most. What tops the list for me isn't something like a spider or zombie, its disappointing people. Something that I realized very quickly is that I would rather have someone be furious with me rather than disappointed in me. This disappointment is a feeling beyond expression. It's something that I've always been scared of, both now and for the future. I don't want to get too in-depth because everyone in the class can see this blog, but that is without a doubt what scares me the most. But it is something that I routinely struggle with, occasionally drifting off into the future and what lies ahead. No matter the number of times people like my parents tell me that they will be proud of me no matter what, I'm still scared. I have an inner need to be able to give everyone anything they want, whether that be monetary or other, and I've always been scared that I'm not going to be able to.
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